why am i so boring like i don’t even have an awesome personality to fall back on where i fail in all other departments i’m just like a big blob of nothing but worthlessness and awkward omg

and no i don’t want your comfort or anything over this like i’m just saying i never know what to say and i genuinely can’t hold a conversation with anyone but for a select few people and idk i’m not interesting enough to actually be friends with anybody irl

like at school

because i can’t even hold a conversation anymore and i’m too shy to make eye contact with people who used to be my best friends and whoa i’m sorry i’ll stop complaining

i’m not even in a bad mood so literally ignore this i’m just speculating sigh